I am done planning my life around trying to have a baby. I am sick of worrying if I can go on vacation. I am tired of putting my life on hold. So I'm done. Instead, I will be fitting Doc visits and treatments and whatever else into MY schedule.
Is it selfish to want my own life? I don't think so. Anyway, that is what I have learned taking this break before we do IVF. I can't let baby-making consume me. I emotionally cannot let infertility control my life, and have everything else revolve around it.
I'm making a stand.